The pain hurts like a knife stabbing you
The sadness hurts like a razor cutting you
I have hold my head up strong
I must not cry because then I'll want to die
I don't want to talk about it
I try not to think about it
But it shall haunt me everyday
I can't do anything about it
I can't believe it happened to me
I just want to scream "Why me?!"
But that will do no good
Because I will get no answer
I want it to leave me alone
I want to go on with my life
But it seems like everytime I try it just pulls me back
Saying what do you think your doing
I feel like a prisoner in my own skin
People can't see behind the glass
Where I really lie screaming and crying
They think my life is so perfect but its not
They have no idea what lies behind my door
I have made myslef not feel any pain
Because if I do then I will fall apart
And I couldn't be able to pick myself up
I'm getting tired of pretending
But as soon as I enter that hallway
My mask immediatly puts itself on
I have tried to be myself but
The scary part is I don't know who that is